Big Feelings

My elder spawn calls it "having big feelings." When he was a little guy he would say "I'm having a bad mood day." Yep. I've been told by my doc of the moment that she can only get me "halfway there" without the OSA being addressed. While I wait for my appointment to be scheduled I was advised to find my vintage Darthomatic as I could have it tested during the appointment and use it in the interim while waiting for a new CPAP. A basement flood, a married couple setting up house, and six years of shuffling resulted in the disappearance of said Darthomatic. While I'm qualified for a new face sucking mechanical disaster - there is currently a shortage of CPAP machines. Of course there is. IDK. I may have chucked the thing in the trash myself. Guys and gals, I am seriously considering a puppy because I really crave the love right now and I am not feelin' it. I feel like I've been grounded from everything and the only way to get off the grounding is to take a whuppin'with the belt. And while I will no longer divulge details about my profession, work is imitating the personal sitch right now. I'm not sure bringing a puppy therefore to work would be feasible.