Why am I like this

Why? Why am I like this? Autumn frost is inevitable and the two goldfish in the outdoor pond do not produce antifreeze. So I and Hub venture forth to multiple pet stores for a solution. Result? I now have a 55 gallon tank in my living room as well as the 20 gallon, the terror tank and guppy central. For the goldfish? Nope. Sid, our resident gourami was bullying his buddies - so he’s in the big house. The jerk danios? In the big house. And four new cories. Everybody seems to be playing nice which now leaves me to obsess over the loss of three cories and two tetras in my 20 gallon tank and an outbreak of snails in the terror tank. Goldfish are still outside. And this is why I didn’t know about FBs dump till the day after….